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good date
good time
good moment
so I wanna say
thanks a lot
:)

forget about the past and sorry :)

untung aja
gak terlalu lama
haha
dan gue juga gak terlalu suka kok
:D
jadi, impas deh

forget about the past
welcome to the future
:)

baru chat sama ka ocha semalem
kisah kita 100% sama
gue yakinnn banget, kita bisa dapet yang lebih baik
dan pantas dapet lebih baik
"we deserve get someone better"

hari ini misa jumat agung
gue tadi udah doa :)
semoga Tuhan mengabulkan segala doa gue hari ini

oiya,
kalo tuh orang masih hina-hina, maki-maki, atau apapun itu yang negative
TERSERAH
gue gak bakal tanggepin
yang ada gue makin dosa kalo nanggepin
*mentang2 baru ngaku dosa :) *

yang jelas, secara gak langsung, gue udah minta maaf
udah bikin mereka semua tidak nyaman atas perbuatan gue
gue mengakui salah,
tapi,.... gatau deh lo menganggap salah ato gak
gak gue pikirin
itu sih kesadaran lo sendiri
oke?

gue mencoba berdamai
tapi gue pikir 100% impossible deh
lagian, pasti mereka juga gamau kan?
haha
yasudahlah.
stop talking about that
gue berharap banget mereka baca ini
ini juga 70% impossible sih sebenernya
tapi kalo masih kepo juga, pasti kebaca
haha

oke oke stop

oiya, masalah twitter,
haha. itu sebenernya suka2 gue, mau nulis apa
kalo ngerasa, ya bagus
karena gue gak suka digituin,
apa yang ada di pikiran gue, langsung gue tulis di twitter
tapi kata2 kasar, mmmm, bagi gue, itu sesuatu yang biasa
mungkin kalian tidak terbiasa
tapi begitulah kebiasaan saya dan teman saya
yang anda singgung di message
terlalu kasar ya?
maaf....
haha
dan saya bukannya cemen
tapi saya males berurusan
mending diem aja,
bukannya menghindar masalah,
gue mau nanggung kok!
tapi kalo udah maki2an begitu, males banget gue
diemin aja

ya ampun!
hampir lupa!
thanks banget buat BANTAL (XI Bahasa 09-'10)
yang udah support gue
terutama ARETHA TANTI
yang tanpa sepengetahuan gue, support gue mati2an
gak nyangka lo seberani itu
dan lo bilang "baru pertama kali, gue bela orang sampe nangis"
thanks a lot :)
gila, gue berhutang banyak banget sama lo
dan yang udah berusaha mendamaikan
walaupun malah agak kacau jadinya, padahal masalah udah selesai
sori juga ya, masalah gue sebenernya kecil
tapi kalian semua jg terlibat
gak semua sih, hampir semua
i love u, BANTAL
gak nyangka, kita tinggal 1 tahun lagi :'(

nb: iseng aja sih gue nulis gini
udah super lama gak posting
dan gue baru delete posting gue yang berhubungan dengan dia.
so long, move on, bye bye :)

this is become my experience
i will not run from reality :)

-fiyoza kartika-

any idea for yellow blog skin?

bosen skin empty

mau rubah kayak simple2 gitu

ahhhhh

gue pengen blog skin gue full of yellow!

tapi tulisannya jadi gak keliatan

any idea for that?

shared pictures of this week

i wanna shared pictures of this week. maybe just 4 pic. haha.


gratje : ate her birthday cakes


gratje and me : ate gratje's birthday cakes. haha


me, james, and gratje : it's like we zolimi james. haha

this is my study desk. tidy! isn't right? hehe.

i clean up after shan and james went to bandung.

oh yeah. there's a laptop or notebook (i don't know haha). don't know why, actually my dad bought it for my mom. but, i often used that. haha. event my dad said that it's for me! haha.. actually, i still want tablet pc fujitsu or vaio super mini. but, i thought, this is okay!

fiyozakartika

Language program? Why not? :)

you know, i really really wanted to be a social girl

but, the fact isn't like that. i'm in language program

just because my geography score is 65. so, i ask Sr. Moekti to comparison my score.

actually, i almost got it! but, when Sr. Moekti asked me :

Sr. Moekti : "what do you want to be?"

me : "I want to be a diplomat or embassy. I want continue my study at HI UI"

Sr. Moekti : "HAH? why you move from language program? if you wanna be a diplomat, better you in language program! you can speak 5 language enbloc! who knows, you can go to jerman"

me : "i'm so scared with mandarin!"

and.. do you know her reaction? she is laughed! and she said

Sr. Moekti : "I just heard, there's someone who very scared about mandarin. HAHAHAHA"

we discussed about that with full of laugh.

and, I have decided, i wanna stay at language program.

maybe, many people disagree about my decide. but, this is my way to get my dream

to be a diplomat or embassy.

there are so many students class X wanna comparison their scores, to get science program

hha

i just can laugh

why they too force? all of the program in santa ursula is GOOD!

see? so many students and their parents want to comparison

and me too!

haha
but Sr. Moekti tried to make me focused in 'BAHASA'

good song to hear : cayman islands - kings of convenience

Through the alleyways to cool off in the shadows 
then into the street following the water 
there's a bearded man paddling in his canoe 
looks as if he has come all the way from the cayman islands 

these canals, it seems, they all go in circles 
places look the same, and we're the only difference 
the wind is in your hair, it's covering my view 
I'm holding on to you, on a bike we've hired until tomorrow 

if only they could see, if only they had been here 
they would understand, how someone could have chosen 
to go the length I've gone, to spend just one day riding 

holding on to you, I never thought it would be this clear

                              ***

gue suka banget lagu ini!!!!

kayak damai gimanaaaa gitu

lagunya emang singkat sih

tapi enak bangetttt

penasaran? klik di sini untuk mendengar

:D

fiyozakartika